Counting sheep never works.

I haven't been sleeping well lately.

Haha, that was.. new, wasn't it.
I had this weird dream of a cartoon bear getting extremely pissed at a white rabbit, and he was shouting too loudly for me to have peace in my dreams.
Then there's that treasure hunting and zombie apocalypse,
Then there's murder going on
And some unrelated jokes that make me laugh in my sleep. (Oh yes I do wake myself up sometimes)

Ah,
And I wasn't sure before but now it's a definite thing:

I can't fall asleep without noise.
There has to be music or some movie that I let play,
Audio wise it's no longer just a soothing factor but a necessity.

Of course if I'm without access to all these whilst in a camp it doesn't bother me as much,
But when I'm at home and there's nothing playing,
I have my own mind to entertain me and that's a kiss to the goodbye for rest.

all I've had for this entire day is some durian and a piece of bread
So it's not like I should be complaining.

It isn't that I'm dieting or anything like that tho
It's just that I felt like throwing up after eating a little
I felt dizzy and a slight headache was knocking on my temples after Lit today
Shivering on the bus didn't help either.

What to do... I've still got four more days of exams to go

Please, let me sleep well tonight.

Please, please don't get ill.

But seriously
who am I praying to
This is kinda like the wishing and hoping you do during constipation.