Saturday, 3 September 2016

Seized.

Something bout you

I think that she is one of the most attractive people I've ever seen,
But I don't like her music, not anymore.

Still, this one song is pretty good in its own way.

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Does anyone else end up looking like they're plotting something whenever they daydream?
Just me?
I had quite the evil smirk there in the class photo,
the type that screams 'hmph' at the camera
... and I don't even know why.

Goodness me.
Do I... Look at certain people in that manner?

That can't be good can it.

Someone, teach me the art of removing malice from my awkward eyes.
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Perhaps it is normal that seventeen year-olds start paying more attention to things such as these,
But I'm feeling what's commonly known as infatuation for some guy at school

And you guessed it- I'm the type to freeze up and turn into a chameleon: there's no way he'll notice me.
I don't like feeling this way, which is why I capped a cork on it when it felt like it could overwhelm at one point.
This is bad.. The only thing I'm attracted to is your stare which doesn't give anything away
And that subtle way of averting eye contact whenever you notice something.

(Well.. You do kind of have a nice smile.. Like a little bit of sunshine out there in the woods. It makes me wonder about your laugh, but there we go I suppose.)

Still, you talk way too loud for my liking-
It's just a preference, so it's not like there's anything wrong with you.
Somehow, the allure of someone just decreases drastically whenever usage of the voice isn't in a way that is well thought-out. Your charm plummets immediately.

That, or gentleness just so happens to have more appeal over anything crude or slightly brash.

(But why is it that when you make phone calls, it's impossible to hear you?
Yet, your voice travels across the canteen when you're with your mates...?)

Are you loud.. all the time?
Or is it-

I'm really embarrassing myself up here aren't I.

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..We've got to get over this little interest of mine soon.

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