2015

Came back from volunteering at the Boon Lay countdown 2015 and my little heart is bursting with happiness.
My head though is bursting with throbbing headaches.
Ugh. Gotta go sleep soon.
Or I might die.

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2013 was bad. 2014 was good.

I want 2015 to be great.

So here you go. New year's resolutions, some repeated, some new.

1. Be a good daughter

2. Be kind

3. Always consider things from people's point of view

4. Don't be too nice

5. Don't be too understanding

6. Remember that you are human too
7. Remember to get angry; do not be stepped upon

8. I just realised 4-7 mean the same thing

9. Don't get so nervous and turn so stupid when he's around

10. Volunteer

11. Enjoy whatever you do

12. Make small talk 

13. Listen. Don't always advice.

14. Be good at Math

15. Believe that things are simple

16. Be confident

17. Drink more water

18. Stop living on cold drinks; it will kill you. Soon.

19. Try my best to regulate my periods--- tonic soups and pills idk

20. Treat yourself well

21. Stop skipping meals just cuz you are too busy or lazy

22. Swim weekly

23. Stop being so gullible

24. Know that puberty happened and you should stop thinking 'nah impossible'

25. Always look at the bright side of things

26. Cry when you need to

27. Try not to be so awkward about physical contact

28. Improve your sense of direction for god's sake

29. Socialize more. You ain't no hermit.

30. Sleep more
31. Be happy (I can hear the OCD peeps yelling behind their screens)

I think I fulfilled a lot of these in 2014. Which is why 2015 is so exciting---it's gonna be another exciting journey through life, trying to find the person I wanna become. 

The forked roads have finally merged into a less foggy future, one I believe will be great.

Goodbye 2014, hello 2015!!