Full steam ahead!

No more excuses,

No more accepting,

No more procrastinating.

The previous month's been spent on relaxation as well as other commitments.

Now it'll be on books, math chem lit, cca and remnants of my social life, if any.

I gotta get rid of my reliance and addiction to my electronic device;

I gotta start checking my phone on a regular basis.

The irony

When you piss your mum off with never being one with your phone,

And she despite her age is the one who's more up with the times than you according to your age are stereotyped/expected to be.

Oh well.

Just returned from submitting my application form for something ambitious and slightly unattainable, perhaps unrealistic. Interview next, and it's commitment and hard work all the way.

I think I can do it.
Journey of two hours or the interview or even the juggling required after-
I'll just read books on the way there and back, and put in effort.

Regardless, you just gotta try. Wishing is futile.

Trying is frightening but always worth it, successful or not.

So there.

My days of honeymoon are over.

It's gotta be 110% on everything that matters, now.

No more worrying,

No more spending thoughts on people,

No more thinking so much about them.

You like me and you stay, 

Or you don't.

I won't be focusing so much on petty matters like that from now on-

I-

I want to have something more important to care about.

I have something more important to worry over.

And no, no more motivational and empty speeches.

It'll be for real this time

I promise-

Myself.