Lost time.

Nothing can replace it,
But we were in bad places.


It never fails to surprise me, the charm that my brother possesses.
Oh, and how he makes moves on girls.
If flirting is in the blood, why is it that it's left out when it comes to my genes?

He's most likely the nice and charming guy at social gatherings, who sweeps girls off their feet, effortlessly.
Actually-
Lemme rephrase that. He is every bit as introverted and awkward as me, if not more. The only thing is that he is better at people than I am, y'know?
Call it 'packaging' or whatever,
But he has the social skills and friends

And it's really admirable.

Sidetracking a little, I remember doing physical theatre to this.

Isn't it amazing?
That somehow my sibling is the type to make friends with the sharks if he were to be thrown into the sea, and then there is me- socially inept and awkwardly excitable. Weirdly enough.. people think differently of me, but we'll leave that for another day.

Thing is,
Bro's leaving for NS soon
And things will never be the same again.

Just when our relationship started mending itself, too...

Some people just naturally distance themselves from others-
It's not that being in the same place, or seeing each other often enough brings humans closer. The quote from Charlotte's Web illustrates this perfectly, does it not?

I guess I just didn't want to dwell on this too much, that's why I've been putting it off. What's to come will come, accepting it and moving forward is what should be done instead.