Listen to the rain

There's six weeks left till the exams begin, just about.

I've already started revision, but there's quite a bit to be done so I couldn't help losing a little sleep here and there. As a result..

You glance at your reflection and see a bloodless face with colorless lips.

Not to exaggerate, but you weren't even feeling that bad- it was just that you haven't had dinner and the air-conditioning on the bus was too strong.

Oh boy..

Guess it wasn't a surprise when you looked down and saw your nails turning blue in the cold then.

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*Here I went on about how I thought Finding Dory to be about mental illness.. Before finding out via Google that it wasn't anything interesting in my post.
Why, is it
That no one in real life here agrees with me?
It's actually an obvious thing-
And I'd been so excited about sharing it up here.

It's such a wonderful movie that doesn't disappoint despite being a part two of something tho, that I loved it through and through.

I really should have searched this up before I talked about it up here.
Everyone else had the same thought!
In fact, it's a widely known fact.
Oh god..
Who exactly have I been talking to that they don't actually agree..

I'm so ashamed of myself-

I sound like an idiot up here now.
>~<
Now, lemme just dig a hole and die inside, thank you.

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I'm long over that thing that happened a couple days ago-

I wouldn't call it overreacting, but I'm glad I let the emotions flow as they desired when it did.

I've said this before and I'll say it again: Holding in any sort of strong feelings is the best way to go if you want to break yourself and corrupt your soul. Face it, let it out, and move on- that's what's best for you, in my opinion.

I would have had to face something like this sooner or later anyway- 

Better now than never; I was never sharp enough as a seventeen year old as it is

And it's not like I didn't learn anything apart from the anger.

So

It was a good thing, what happened.

Besides, it's been raining loads recently. Life got good reeaaalllll quick, don't you think? :>