It all feels like a dream because I have so much to be thankful for.

There are of course things that are on my mind

Like witches, they cackle constantly, making me extremely aware of it

However, there's so much more to life than problems

There's so much more to appreciate

To laugh about

To be grateful for

I have a warm family

I found friends in my new class

I have the ability to do pretty much anything I want--- good food, movies, talks, slack
My CCA has really amazing people

I am growing

I have my own strengths

I have weaknesses-- that makes me human.

Things have really changed from what it was before

I have freedom

I have a cute little crush.

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List goes on.

See, happiness is a choice.

You choose to appreciate what you have, and live with it.

Find the good in everything, and see the cup as half full

Settle your problems, or if you can't, move away from it

Or, reduce it.

Magnify the things that makes you happy instead of those that beat you down

Magnify that smile you got from the stranger on the bus today

Magnify the omelette you made that came out perfect

Magnify the fact that you tripped on perpetually nothing but managed not to fall

Magnify the guy who helped you stop a bus when he saw you running for it

Magnify the fact that you are who you are, who is beautimous and perfectly imperfect.

When you trip and fall, 

Have a good laugh.

C'mon, it's funny.

When it hurts

Cry, talk, rant

Whatever keeps that bomb from getting planted inside to grow in the future

When it doesn't seem right

Take the time to sit and sort out your feelings

But be back on the right track soon and don't lose yourself trying to correct something meaningless

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I have everything I could ever ask for.

How could I be unhappy?

I am upset, but only from things that occur

That is  part and parcel of life

And I'm really thankful for having so many blessings.

Side note, try not to number them.

You will lose count.