Surreal

I feel like a gold miner.

Mining for friendships
For something true
Putting in so much effort it's almost creepy

Holidays have just started
Had lunch with cca mates today

It feels like a wish come true
It feels so surreal.

Hanging out, literally doing nothing productive

It feels so surreal.

Perhaps, this is desperation.
Perhaps, this is weird.

Perhaps, I have been overly lonely.

Well, it doesn't matter now, does it.
Things are changing.
I am changing.

It doesn't matter now, does it.

But man, does it feel surreal.

To think that there'd be more lunches like today's

..Wow.