Thursday, 4 June 2015

Thinking about it makes sleep trickle even further away from me

I.
Can't.
Sleeeeeeeeeeepppp...

I'm dying.
I am certain of it.

Now, for a will...


*sigh*
There must be a way to stop one's brain from overheating
Certain thoughts don't stop running even though it should be let go of.

Just recovered from a fever and a-day-in-the-life-of-a-zombie from the past week

This isn't good

I want to have my durians :'<

This time
No one's restricting me from having my beloved durians
No one, you hear?!

I missed it the previous year cuz of a similar reason too I think

And so

Nothing's gonna be able to stop me this year
I have held back too long!


Can't wait!

5 comments:

  1. I hope you are doing alright, jieying, just be yourself, everything will be fine ^^

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  2. Wow hi.
    First of all, thanks for your concern
    I hope you too can let go of certain things
    It's hard, almost heartless
    But there can't be light without removal of the cloak of darkness by choice.

    I wish you all the best in letting go
    It's for the best, and truly for you, Lin Hui. :)

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  3. haha I guess you were caught by surprise that I actually commented on your blog?
    yes, it can be and is heartless at the same time.
    don't worry, I hav let go some of the things that I am not supposed to hold on last night.
    and it felt so much lighter, and better.
    oh my, you know who I am? haha!
    I had this account because I hav a few friends who still write blogs so I created but I hav no time to start so I just use it to read, I hope you don't mind. =)
    hmmm, wish me all the best in letting go? haha seems like you are hinting me something xD
    yup, and now I really think that it is for the best. ^^

    if you hav anything that bothers you, you can feel free to talk to me alright?

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  4. That's really good to hear. :)
    Truth be told it was very worrying at first.
    Uhm, I kinda figured it out since your username was so straightforward :p
    And yeah, of course I wouldn't mind.

    Thanks for the offer.:)

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  5. yup I am glad too, sometimes some things it is not good to hold on for so long, because eventually you will still be the one hurting, don't you think so? =)

    very worrying? about?
    haha but can be other people names too xD
    I guess I hav seen you once or twice hahaha!
    yeah!
    you are welcome! it is always good to hav someone to talk to ^^

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