That cheese fry tho

Recently, I've been changing up the way I eat-

Reduced the amount of junk food and snacking,

Cut down on soft drinks and drank more water,

Have brown rice and at least two types of veggies daily.

I feel slightly better; digestion has always been a problem 

but now I'm no longer craving chocolate on a regular basis. 

Having more of it actually makes me feel uncomfortable. (I knoww)

The best part about all of this is perhaps the fact that when I do treat myself to something, it feels like a treat and I thank the heavens for it. 

I savor it more.

I appreciate junk food on a more profound level, and that to me is the one thing that I was going for and that which makes all these worth it. (Oh, you thought it was 'becoming more responsible for my body'? Heh. That too, that too. Someday... Perhaps.)

Aaanywayz

I'm proud of myself.

The burger and cheese fries today was unbelievably scrumptious. Sipping on the tall glass of (unhealthy n processed hah who cares) green tea was a drawn-out, satisfying, and meaningful experience. The sweetness mellowed out the fatigue of the day, and I... I,

Am once again bloated.

..Goddammit.

.

Today, a junior came up to me and gave me a random hug.

The first reaction was to lightly pat her back and wish her luck for the year

The second reaction.. Well, the hug did last a liiittttle longer than usual, so it got a little awkward and I ended up just holding on to her cuz she wasn't letting go.

'Ummmm... Why... are we hugging?'

Yeah. Trust me to mumble that mid-hug and have no social sense whatsoever.

Perhaps, she's leaving or sad; we aren't close and there were loads of other people from drama next to us, so that sorta added to the lack of ease.
There you go I guess.. Daily doses of awkwardness from the awkward jelly.

I kinda wish I reacted in a better way, but you know how it is with me and hugs. >~<

And now, a great song.

就算她不爱你 你还是傻傻爱着她 

她是钻石 我是沙

我世故 我复杂