Beautiful story, beautiful songs

"I'm so used to being used"

"Convinced we were broken inside, inside."

This is a beautiful song.
I do not have the capability to sit through the movie with the maturity I should have regarding the subject, so I haven't. But I have read through parts of the book, skipping through the explicit ones.
I am on a current mission to finishing the trilogy.

The story is beautiful.
A soul that's so broken, saved by a soul so pure.
The explicit content is useful in getting sales, and makes it exciting for many,
But for me, minus all that, the plot is great.

BDSM however, can be a way of spicing up your bedroom life.
Or so I read online. Searching about it to learn more about the world left me a little shaken/ embarrassed/shocked/wow...okay.

Like I said, the current me lacks the capacity.
But if you are into that and find it enjoyable, then sure, go ahead with it. As long as it does no harm to people, there's no reason for the controversies.


The songs are really good too.
And I'm really glad I had this sudden rush of wanting to search for the songs---out of the blue.

Music really does have a way of going into your heart

 Digging out the rotting debris inside, inside.