Saturday, 11 April 2015

Legendary 'Sweet 16'. Ah, but I probably should have posted this on my birthday instead.

Some days there's so much good in it

Huddled under a umbrella, a mate's arm around,
Almost unbearably strong and tight
The bunch of you scurry over to safety
You chuckle, your head sheltered by that one red piece of protection,
Your body and bag feeling the cool water that you know is dirty but love
You kick a friend by accident, grabbing his bag (or whatever it was you grabbed)


And laugh once again

That shelter that didn't work one bit
Worked for the umbrella to be brought out

It worked to fulfill a fantasy of yours.

I would do it again
Any time,
Any day.


The group of you, sharing dishes for lunch
Talking about sex and BDSM with.. Uh... Not absolute maturity but with thought for a fellow mate's part.
She's definitely someone interesting to talk to
"People get off of different things, you shouldn't judge it"

Perfecto. 
She has the confidence and assertiveness to phrase what you have difficulty saying out loud.

It's so... Crazy.

It's so warm.

Who knew that this one year is the one year I stumble upon so many good things?
Who knew, that if I were to look back ten years from now, this would be the one year that's so full of  blessings, that's so crazy and fuzzly and nice... That is the legendary 'Sweet 16'?
Who knew that this would be the rainbow after the storms?

Now, I see so much more without having to go through so many lessons.
I see the good.
I didn't need to think it.
I didn't need to find it.
I see the good.

It's lying there, a piece of land so empty and simplistic
It doesn't glimmer
It's mundane
It doesn't make you feel excruciating pain or mind blowing joy
It's mundane

To them, it's everyday life
But to me

To me.
.

.........
I must have a guardian angel.

I must.

Why else are my fantasies and wishes getting granted one after another?

Angel, I... Thank you so much.

There's nothing I can do except...

Do you want a day off?

Ah, but if you do exist, that leave you take will make it a bad day for me.

Hmmm.

Spoiled brat speaking here: 
Thanks, but please don't leave, even for a bit. I will miss you so. :> 

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