'First'

First time going to the Esplanade and staying out till so late with people---real people--- not because of an OELP or event or anything... It was with a bunch of awesome people.

Falling in love with mango sticky rice
Taking pictures of them eating for keepsake and them finding that okay
Having fun together
Watching a tear-jerking beautiful play of a tree and a girl
Taking a walk down the serene and brightly lit Singapore River
Watching a talented live band perform and seeing how a fellow mate get smitten with the saxophone player (he was very charismatic indeed)
Them taking the green line with me as a nice gesture :>
And not minding that I was late =..= cuz I missed the MRT station from reading a book

I need to stop being in this constant 'first' 'first' 'first' zone
As though I came to Earth yesterday

But I can't.

All these blessings...
All these blessings are for some reason bestowed upon me this one year
And I have no idea what I've done to deserve all this.

What's next, the fantasy of having my first sleepover playing poker cards and going crazy coming true?
Or going to East Coast Park,
Or Esplanade again?

It's unbelievable---truly astounding--- that I get to experience what it's like to be a teenager.

Tomorrow, I will go to a classmate's house for the first time in years for a project
It's gonna be so much fun

The excitement from today, yesterday, and tomorrow is so overwhelming I don't feel like sleeping anymore :>