A subtle sweetness at the thought of you. Ah, yes... It still exists.

It's unfair.

You pay so much attention to detail and people
That individually they all think that they're special
And that to you, they mean something a little more.

You're caring and good with words
Nice and knowing of the exact things to do in situations

People all think that they are being treated differently.

It's unfair

Because you've done the same thing to me
And it leaves me wondering.

Knowing the way you are
Knowing that that was partially the reason for my attraction towards you: Observance and maturity
Knowing that I was probably nothing more than another human you deemed interesting like all the others-

Knowing,
Then realizing.

Hoping,
Then knowing.

It's so unfair.

That you're so charming without trying
And every single human thinks the same way I do

It's unfair

Because I don't know what you're thinking
And that's precisely what drives me into a frenzy around you

It's unfair
That you are so lovable
And so unknowingly so, too

It's unfair
That you aren't to blame for sending all these false signals
And it is precisely this ignorance and natural charm that makes me crush so hard on you.

It's unfair
Cuz I was the only one whose mouth widened into an uncontrollable grin when I saw that it was you, and it was you who would stay for the next few months
While you carried on with that unreadable expression and all-knowing eyes

It's unfair
That I was the one who went up to you with an awkward line of 'When's your birthday?'
With no tact and the worst timing possible
While you looked at me with those eyes and half-smile
Before you walked off with me regretting the silly outburst


It's unfair;

That I'll never see you again
And all the memories are exact copies of what others have of you.

I am nothing special
But you're everything of that.

Entering and leaving just like that-

How... Unfair.