I know; I'm not easy to get along with.

You attract people alike to you as you grow older.

It would seem as though it's due to the classes I take or the decisions I make;
But somehow, you end up with people with boundaries and difficult personas
Somehow, you meet those alike to your type, and those not alike to it but whom are still similar in a sense
Somehow, there no longer seems to be a need for 'fitting in',
Cuz you attract similar people
And it's either you get along at first and end up not being suitable for one another
Or you meet those (one) that you fall for rather quickly.

I have misunderstood something for a long time now,
But now it makes sense.

People I end up meeting are mostly either really warm and friendly, or rather difficult to get along with once you get too close.
The former gives everyone the impression of being an admirer
While the latter gives the first impression of being soulmates

I'm not categorizing here

It's just really interesting how change has brought me not just a change of heart but a change of environment and people as well.

Perhaps,
That too means that I am someone like them

And that is very warming to know.