Teeheehee :D

Exams ended today.

Cleaned my room of the stacks of papers and textbooks
Abandoned all of them to rot in the Corner of Desolation
Had a lengthy and cold shower that kills Earth
Lunch from Subway with that favorite cookie and drink
Watched a movie and cried (of course)
Completed a twelve-episode anime series from start to finish
Had pizza for dinner
Made plans for the days ahead (should have done this before exams ended.. But I tried to abstain from distractions so I didn't. Speaking of which, I haven't listened to any songs but instrumentals for three weeks now. Only through such self-limitation do you realize the extent of your reliance and addiction to music; for whenever you could, you would have.) (Blogging, too. Food, oily delicious unhealthy heaty and expensive, showers, overly long and wasteful. Everythangg.)


.
....Whew.

Whew, I say.

Exams are over.
I feel a little weird.

There's teachers to thank and things to do
Piled up high, there's things I gotta do
Movies to watch and vlogs to catch up on
Decisions to make and research for the sake of that
People to ask and people not to mention it to

It's time to start thinking;

To stop thinking.

Well, at least for a little.

For all that's left now is a week's insane relaxation and play before revving up once more for the Mandarin national exam in November.


But hah.
Hahaha.

We'll leave that for later.

Cuz, well

WHO AM I TRYING TO KID I AM NOT ACTUALLY THAT CALM ABOUT ALL DIS HAZZ
THIS RIGHT HERE IS MY EXACT SENTIMENTS AT THE ENDING OF A MONTH'S SLOGGING FITFUL SLEEP AND ABSTINENCE FROM ALL THAT I LOVE.
I FEEL ROYALLY SCREWED AS ALWAYS BUT WHO THE HECK CARES HUH HAHAHAHAHAAHA

LET IT GO LET IT GO LET ALL THE SCREWS COME AND GO
LET IT GO LET IT GO
I DONT REALLY CARE ANYMORE

YUP THAT SONG
IS OVERRRUSEDDDD

LET THE RESULTS ROOOTTTTTT

I CANT DO ANYTHING ANYWAY~

*coughs*

Apparently 'sixteen'  means that I should be more.. Mature about this.

Here, the movie I watched

1:32:00-1:36:15 is the strongest moment for me.

^ Waaaaaayyyyyy too many great moments in this for me to list em all.
It'd be perfect if not for the rushed ending within the last thirty minutes and the fact that the the guy readily threw his family away when his old love for the main character was reignited.
I suppose I was indeed wishing for it
But someone who would throw family away like that, and without hesitation..

That ain't someone I'd deem reliable. :)

That wouldn't be someone I will fall in love with, much less look for if I were to have to leave.

Still
This is definitely one of the best movies I've ever watched.

Still

I am very much in love with it.