So many cluttered thoughts,
So much happiness,
And so much is in denial.
'It's gonna hit me' she had said
It has already hit me.
A childhood friend will be moving away.
Some of them cca mates are leaving.
All of you are flying off to different places,
And I'm selfishly hogging on to all these memories
Except I'm not doing any good to them like Joy or Sadness.
My control panel's expanded hasn't it
Is my Joy controlling it now?
One doesn't always have to remain happy,
And emotions aren't everything.
But if possible,
I wish things wouldn't go so fast
And change wouldn't occur so quickly
It's happened before
Only that it affected a lot less.
But of course,
You have your own paths to walk
And it's most definitely going to work out regardless
I'm just.. Sad
That it's all never gonna be the same again
And that alone fills me with something that vacates the controllers of my panel.
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