Such a blessing that something I feel strongly for, I have.

Getting to dance as part of acting.

I want you to come and watch my performance.

It's this Friday; It's a beautiful message we're all trying to convey; It's extremely important to me.
Go sign up for the tickets on your own; Mom and Dad are my first priority and I only have two of those to give out.
I'll be dancing, I'll- We're all doing things waaaay out of our comfort zones due to the change in theaters that are now our instructors, and I really want you to see it.
The acting isn't naturalistic this time; Its abstract, heightened, and extremely refreshing.
I love it. I love acting so much. I love dancing too but this was stretching that out of me...
And I looove that.
The more I practice it however, the more I realize that I don't actually know how to dance. So let's just wing it I suppose. With all my heart, by which I mean all of my amateur skills and attempts... I shall hope not to make the ones who truly know this art-- cringe. Too much, anyway.

It's 100% for every rehearsal, It's full on energy I have to feed.
Jean, you are someone I will never become but emphatize a lot with. Therefore I will do my best to depict you, with my limited skills.
Excitement and shivers are all over me right now, so hopefully that doesn't take away more sleep than it already does. And if you're interested, it's The Art of Making Curry by Verena Tay- To me it's about  what one (not necessarily a woman) has to conform to, and being pushed too far.  It, in short, is about freedom and the courage to pursue it and the happiness that follows.




I never want to stop acting.

One day, I will join a theatre of some sort. I will act and I will meet new people.
Perhaps we will create a theatre of our own, but the idea remains- I want to act.

I didn't join Drama too late either; any earlier and it wouldn't have been the right me at the right time. Any later and I probably wouldn't have experienced the joys of life like last year.
Let me describe physical theatre and theatre to you: The madness you have to exude to be part of it is liberating- It's one of the things that makes life worth living.

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Then, this piece will be presented once again for SYF.
Then. Time spent on drama for the rest of this year and the next will probably be cut down.
I don't want that.. But it's alright for now, because right after the A levels I will sign things up for myself, and it will most definitely be amazing regardless.