I think that maybe I haven't been straightforward enough, and that is one of the main reasons for my little grievances.
This time, I'll be upfront about what I think.
This time, if someone gives me attitude for the wrong reasons I am gonna snap at them. Ain't nobody's gotta take shit from anyone, right?
..this time, I'll actually go up to my friends and ask them to come for my performance.
I will not sit and hope and wish and pray that they care enough to remember; I will walk right up to them and spit the details and the dates in their faces.
The ones who don't care enough most definitely wouldn't come otherwise,
But I gotta be frank and honest with what I feel regardless.
A problem's not an issue if you can avoid it- I can solve this; I just have to be more vocal about my desires.
So yes, it matters if you come or not, but it doesn't really, for what matters is that I've told you when my performance is and I've told you to come.
The rest will play itself out nicely, in the end.
For my birthday I will be 'shameless' and remind those around me. When they ask me what I want as presents I will reply that remembering is one, cards are number two, and everything else after that can be at random.
Perhaps I shouldn't reserve too much anymore; I should pick and choose what's to be kept silent and what's to be more open about. Perhaps that would make things better, no?
It's okay even if they forget in the end... I think. :(
It's okay because the ones who truly matter will remember!
Oh, and side note..
I like cuddly fluffy things. Mainstream plushies and notebooks may or may not be what I secretly wish for on birthdays.
Got that?
Yes. Thank you.
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