It goes on!

When there's a pink ribbon Velcro and a chopstick in your frizzy curls
And you're chilling with a mask on for the first time in a long while,
And you juuust so happen to go pantless and braless whilst alone at home

And someone knocks at the door-

Which, exactly, do you correct first?

.

Dreams are strange;
Full of people I know and repeated exams that are already over.
They are jam packed with cold sweat that rains upon me when I awaken,
As well as the erratic heartbeats that come with violent dreams, blood, and running.
I've blacked out for twelve hours again and I've begun revision,
I've finally watched Lord of the Rings and am finally embarking upon the journey of the Harry Potter series,
I've had my pizza and I've got my first buffet date out with friends booked n ready to go.

.

Life goes on and self-pity shouldn't ever be something you swim in,
forever.

Oh, yes. You have to watch this.. you just have to. At first I'd thought it fanservice, but no it wasn't and there is a legitimate gay relationship in a sports anime. Ain't that awesome? It isn't a shounen ai tag, it's real it's happening and it's a legit lgbtq relationship like any other relationship.

That's representation right there,
That's something right there.

Aaaand it's so adorable, too.




.

You know,
I'm glad for the emotions in me.
They sometimes make me feel too much,
But that's the thing;
They make you feel.
They make you, you.

And so I shall always remain,
in that mesh of confusion between fear of loneliness
and a certain detachment from people,
A certain sort of anger at the protests in Taiwan against gay marriage,
And the acceptance that my parents will always remain traditional and closed to it,
A certainty that I'll die alone- not because I can't be loved, but for the way that I am,
And the desire for something like that even if any romantic encounters thus far haven't been right, not in the slightest.

.

I think,
Even with all that's happening in our lives and in our separate worlds,
Love will always triumph
that it will always, always, heal, bring strength, and harbor purpose,
That meaning will always,
Lie within it

Like the desperation of a vampire with thirst-
It is everlasting
And powerful.



(Alright now that was quite the terrible comparison there wasn't it)