A little confused.

There is always a clear line between
someone who has a private and secretive core to his personality
And someone who purposefully withholds things from certain people.

It isn't that 'I didn't happen to ask' or anything;
You just chose to tell someone about it and deliberately left me out of the equation-
When circumstances state that by logic, I should have been informed as well.

Frankly, it's a disregard for people when you do this,
And it's all rather unnecessary and... Strange.

I honestly can't ever be sure about the reasons that drive them to do this-
Does it make you feel more mysterious, or do you enjoy the feat of keeping others in the dark, ever guessing at things when it comes to you?
It really isn't that I'm used to people opening up to me and telling me all sorts of things about themselves, and some sort of twisted pride from that causes me to find it irksome that you intentionally exclude me from necessary information about you.

It wasn't something private that you may not wish for others to know,
And it was something I should have been told,
Yet you'd told all others, others except for me.

It's weird, and for once that isn't meant in a good way
because it's like you're playing a game that only you know the cards to,
And you extract a kind of fun from it that I can see satisfies you
but which is kind of sickening,
the way you seem to feel somewhat.. superior from making others know less about you.

Frankly, it's all very deliberate and annoying,
And sometimes I read too much into things but this doesn't seem like one of them.
Cuz really, I have observed those who truly are private and closed up,
And they don't selectively impart necessary information about themselves,
To certain people and 'create' secrets- you know what I'm saying-
Information that in no way should be used in some manipulative way.

It's just strange to me, the way some people do that.


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My head's hurting, so it's probably time to finally catch up on some sleep.