Farewell Rain

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=x5vJWfPNMVA

I'm apologetic for the sadness up here recently.

People don't want that, do they?
Not to mention, that they're all so personal, even trivial..

I want to share both the good and the bad, but perhaps,
this is just too much detail.

Ever since this has become such a sacred place to me,
I have only been sinking deeper into the candidness that used to be part of my character.
Even though negativity isn't usually shared even up here, I've felt like I really should begin from something like this,
open and spread my heart outwards from there.

It's indulgent, but it's what a private blog is for.
I don't want to hold things back as I've always done,
Because that's never good for you.
Yet to confide in others is something I can't do,
Not often, not yet, not really, not enough.

And so I can only share my joy and tears up here,
My interests that people sometimes shoot me down for,
Songs I love, interests, book reviews and my passion for things.

Up here there are people who actually read all that I write,
And that's kinda comforting in its own way.

I have so much emotion to wade through it sometimes feels like I'm gonna drown,
But having a small readership is nice that way
And so here it is, yet another beautiful song with meaning and a piece of my heart attached to it;
I hope you enjoy. :)