Pendulum orbs

It has always surprised me,

The way many people think that I'm bisexual.

I'm not sure if I even need to say this since it's so obvious and all

But I support lgbtq for the fact that it's love and they have to take too much shit from people.

I usually take the middle stand, but this just isn't fair that they should face all of that. Doesn't mean that you have to agree with me, though I really hope that you aren't homophobic. :)

So yeah, anyways

People seem to think that, and it intrigues me because, well, I don't see why I give off that vibe.

And I've wondered about it before, put thought into it and seriously considered the possibilities.

Since I wouldn't want to be living in denial or in fear of rejection, 

It's better that I'm clear about everything when it comes to myself.

But, well

I've just never seen girls that way

And I wasn't sure because I have this little thing that I do

Whereby I stare at a person and try to figure out their best physical feature.

Most people start looking attractive to me after some time

Provided, that is, that they aren't terrible people.

Since I do that to both genders, I thought I might be bi,

But I've just never felt that way, and it's just one of those weird things that I do.

So perhaps I haven't met the right one or something.

Still, I'm pretty sure that I'm into guys- but who knows, right?

I'll just let it happen whichever way I end up swinging cuz

It's not like it changes anything.

After all, there are theories out there of your orientation being determined at birth that conflict with it being developed afterwards; but I've always just thought of that as unnecessary. 

Why be ashamed of something that isn't accepted by current society?

By spreading the message that 'it isn't a choice' or something like that, you're essentially agreeing with the point of view that it's something wrong and something that you don't really want, therefore you need a reason that is beyond your control, so that you can't be blamed or whatever.

To me, it doesn't matter either way.

It's love, and I'm still finding it out.

Even if I have my answer now, no one knows what could happen in the future,

So it's simply gonna be fine either way.